| when the boy jumped
I heard railings and walls
groan,
and I heard girls screaming
and a long, low groan.
The thought
as out of the edge
a small white object like a dove
knocked off by the force of the concrete floor.
I ducked into a hallway,
just over the edge,
ten feet,
a cinderblock corner,
neck drinking a warm spring rain.
Young gazed down
arrested in their
(hands tremble as I write this)
and here was my chance.
Supported the head,
felt for,
but unconsious and badly hurt,
Backward C.
His left leg hyperextended
at that impossible draw you.
The spine was shattered.
A cloud of bystanders,
banal and needless advice,
Ambulance, someone.
But he did a miracle
--
I was on the second floor landing.
A dull thumping as his body
way down from the ninth floor.
Then very distinctly from below.
Goddamn stairs are falling,
my vision
something went past that later
became a sneaker.
Below me he lay,
sprawled into,
tilted back,
as if he were drinking,
Men and women --
his agemates --
stairclimb by his fall.
I always wanted to be a hero,
swift sure steps I reached him.
A pulse.
Yes
he was alive.
--
Be all right, I lied to him,
Be O.K.
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